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Freedom has come

Whew! January was a whirlwind with getting moved from old salon and into the  new and then a lot of sickness in our household. I am finally seeing and living, in the freedom, that I believe ,has been delayed for so long (by my own hand). The days are lighter, brighter, and done with ease. […]

Whew! January was a whirlwind with getting moved from old salon and into the  new and then a lot of sickness in our household. I am finally seeing and living, in the freedom, that I believe ,has been delayed for so long (by my own hand). The days are lighter, brighter, and done with ease. Praise Papa!!! It has been such a joy to press into Him in worship and just be in His Presence. I believe I have just about worn out a CD by Chris Burns Perfume Jar , wow this has really ministered to the dry and thirsty places of my heart. A friend shared that it was like things we have prayed in the Holy SPirit has been given words of understanding. I have been so encouraged and am so thankful for my friend sharing and loving me through a dark time with no judgment.

Friends are such a gift from God… Godly Friends that is who give wise counsel and accountability without the harsh judgement from religion. BUt they love you with the love of Jesus and are there when others are not. I have learned from so many wonderful friendships some were for a season and some are for a lifetime, and its ok because in the end we will have eternity. So many people have come into my life and brought such glory of the Lord and have blessed me beyond words, i have learned from them (and some I am still learning) and some have learned from me, however it is ultimately Holy Spirit working through us all to guide us into all truth.  There are so many facets to ministry, friendships, and relationships. All are so intricately woven together in our tapestry of life I am learning to see Jesus in each and every one. Honoring and  Loving them on purpose unconditionally like Jesus loves us. Sometimes – a lot of times- I am still in progress, i catch myself being critical and yes judgemental, I have to stop and repent and ask to see them the way HE sees them and see the glory of our Heavenly Father in them.  In this life we get so caught up in the cattiness and clickienss (if that is even a word) that we don’t noticed what is truly important. Another great friend/sister of mine reminded me that to be so caught up in our own selves we tend to not see the others around us that need Him, or need a friend or need things that are eternal.  I know I’m rambling but I just wanted to share with ALL my friends that I love you i honor you and I am thankful to the times we have walked the path together and some we have crossed paths in life you are such a blessing to me in every way. May you rest in Him and have His peace in all that He has set before you whether you are “set apart” or in with a groups of brothers or sister.  I challenge -to us all -to always see Jesus in others and the way He sees them. I love you dear friends I have you in my prayers as I know you have me in yours. Blessings

Prov. 18:24    John 15:13-15

Jesus our Best Friend

Waiting

Waiting… and waiting … 

waiting is not my strong suit, I get so frustrated and I get worried , spastic almost, over situations that can not be changed. Thankfully, during all this, I have an absolutely wonderful husband that looks so sweetly into my eyes and says ” Enjoy this time of preparation and waiting, see it as a rest , because what is coming, will make you miss this time that you have had to be cultivating an intimate relationship Him.” Well can i be transparent here… that makes me want to hit him( just kidding !!! don’t do spousal abuse)… All joking aside I know He is right because I look back at times I had with Jesus alone , soaking for hours in His presence, diving deeper and deeper into His Holy Spirit, His glory, our Secret Place. I would give anything to be able to have that back. I took it for granted that I would always have the time, the place, the prime opportunity to be so free in a place that I had such favor to just be. Whether it was to soak in His Glory to anointed worship, to study in His word and receive revelation straight from the throne room while laying at the alter absorbing the Word, or experiencing His manifest presence in signs and wonders with a hand full of others. OHHH how I miss that and I did not appreciate it like i should have,  I don’t think I  truly valued and honored that time like I should have. I long for that back, but then, I realize it is still just as readily availble to me as before.  I just need to still myself and BE one with HIM.  I was caught up in thinking it had to be a “place” but in actuality the place is in my heart.  Have I prepared it for that special time? … NO I haven’t . I have been so focused on running to DO and not focused on Being still and in unity (ONENESS) with Him just BEING.

We can sometimes get so caught up in a mindset that we have to do something , a works mentality, performance, yet He loved us first, while we were in our junk , sin, and overall mess. Jesus loves us unconditionally and is patiently waiting on us to come into the realization of who we are as SONS of the most High God(romans 8:14).  Have you ever stopped and thought what that means, really what it means to walk in sonship. Could someone tell you your mom or dad isn’t your mom or dad, do you feel free to go to your parents house and feel at home, and does your children feel like guest ( NOT!!) Mine come on in to any room door shut or not, lol, get what they need out of the kitchen drive my car if theirs doesnt have gas.  My point is how much better a father God is than us. I realize many have had a horrible home life and may even suffer from trauma of it. I pray that they can awaken to the LOVE of the Father and realize how much greater HE is and how deep our rights as sons go. Let me preface right here; if men can be in the “bride of Christ” (the church) then we women need to understand sonship. We have rights, we have responsibilities, there is so much that we have available to us. We truly haven’t understood or grasped the depth of it all. AND we cant tap into it if we are still drinking milk and waiting on a pastor to “do something” for us or feed us. It is time to grow up in HIM and begin to explore all that is for us, to dig into the MEAT of the Word and receive revelation from Holy Spirit that He has been waiting so patiently and eagerly to give to us. No longer doing “works” but being with Him and letting the flow from Heaven flow right into our hearts.

I guess what my heart is trying to say is that we don’t wait on God, He is waiting on us. He is waiting to run in fields of Grace with us, He is singing over us, he is loving us. He has made a place for us , seated in heavenly places beside Christ. It says in the gospels that Jesus came to preach the Gospel of the Kingdom. And the Lord’s Prayer says “on earth as it is in heaven” … where oh where are the Sons of God manifesting the Kingdom of Heaven on earth. The peace, the joy, the miracles, the signs , the wonders, we are to be doing greater works than Jesus did. Some where we have believed the lie that those things were for back then,not now. Well that is a lie from the pit of hell. He is the same yesterday, today and tomorrow we need to get out of our mindset and put on the mind of Christ and quit limiting ourself in our walk with Him. There is so much more I want to share, but this is all for now. Love you brothers and sisters, May we all come into the fullness of Him in us.

Quit waiting and and Press into Him in the quiet stillness and passionately pursue Him in the quiet stillness and peace of your heart. 

Romans 8:14 For as many as are LED by the Spirit of God, they are the SONS of God.

Freedom has come

Whew! January was a whirlwind with getting moved from old salon and into the  new and then a lot of sickness in our household. I am finally seeing and living, in the freedom, that I believe ,has been delayed for so long (by my own hand). The days are lighter, brighter, and done with ease. Praise Papa!!! It has been such a joy to press into Him in worship and just be in His Presence. I believe I have just about worn out a CD by Chris Burns Perfume Jar , wow this has really ministered to the dry and thirsty places of my heart. A friend shared that it was like things we have prayed in the Holy SPirit has been given words of understanding. I have been so encouraged and am so thankful for my friend sharing and loving me through a dark time with no judgment.

Friends are such a gift from God… Godly Friends that is who give wise counsel and accountability without the harsh judgement from religion. BUt they love you with the love of Jesus and are there when others are not. I have learned from so many wonderful friendships some were for a season and some are for a lifetime, and its ok because in the end we will have eternity. So many people have come into my life and brought such glory of the Lord and have blessed me beyond words, i have learned from them (and some I am still learning) and some have learned from me, however it is ultimately Holy Spirit working through us all to guide us into all truth.  There are so many facets to ministry, friendships, and relationships. All are so intricately woven together in our tapestry of life I am learning to see Jesus in each and every one. Honoring and  Loving them on purpose unconditionally like Jesus loves us. Sometimes – a lot of times- I am still in progress, i catch myself being critical and yes judgemental, I have to stop and repent and ask to see them the way HE sees them and see the glory of our Heavenly Father in them.  In this life we get so caught up in the cattiness and clickienss (if that is even a word) that we don’t noticed what is truly important. Another great friend/sister of mine reminded me that to be so caught up in our own selves we tend to not see the others around us that need Him, or need a friend or need things that are eternal.  I know I’m rambling but I just wanted to share with ALL my friends that I love you i honor you and I am thankful to the times we have walked the path together and some we have crossed paths in life you are such a blessing to me in every way. May you rest in Him and have His peace in all that He has set before you whether you are “set apart” or in with a groups of brothers or sister.  I challenge -to us all -to always see Jesus in others and the way He sees them. I love you dear friends I have you in my prayers as I know you have me in yours. Blessings

Prov. 18:24    John 15:13-15

Jesus our Best Friend

Purple Slippers

This is the excerpt for your very first post.

This past year has been very difficult in my walk because of not listening to the voice of the Lord. Yes, you read right, not listening…I heard, and I didn’t listen. Instead, I kept pushing that “still small voice ” away, because it was not what I wanted to hear or do at that moment. So that set me on a very rough path this past year and a half. I became distracted from what His plan was for me, the frustration and discontent were awful, and the striving in my job was brutal. Thankfully I came to the end of myself and realized I had missed it. Wow talk about being humbled, here I was supposedly being prophetic and being watched by others, I had to admit I missed it and I missed it BIG. The feelings of being a failure were so intense and the enemy whispering words of defeat thankfully lasted only a day or so. I quickly repented for being disobedient in not listening from the beginning and I know the Father forgave me and is currently helping me walk through my consequences, and the weight has been completely lifted of. Because of that I have felt like I was wearing mud boots, combat boots, rough terrain boots. So now to the point of this blog…

On the way to church one Sunday I was worshipping and talking with Holy Spirit, I asked Him if this year 2017 would be better than the last and if He would share with me anything. I waited … and waited… and then I heard “purple slippers”. Now I was like, ” Lord, really,  purple slippers?” What does that mean ? He didn’t answer me right away so I continued on in worship and in expectation that He would reveal to me what He meant.

I was pleasantly surprised when about 5 miles down the road He asked me What does purple make you think of with Me?   I said “Royalty, Lord” and he then asked about the slippers, and I ask what kind of slippers, and He said bedroom slippers. And then it clicked in my brain( I do have very blonde hair so it takes a while LOL) He then showed me a present wrapped in crinkle( you could see the light reflected in each crinkle) gold tissue paper tied with a red ribbon and I knew in that gift was my/ our purple bedroom slippers. My spirit was jumping for joy as my head was getting the revelation.

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You see Holy Spirit was showing me that I was royalty, as a daughter of the Most High God, and I was to be wearing the bedroom slippers, because the bedroom is a place of intimacy and I am going to walk in the intimate places with Him. The slippers were wrapped in Gold, His Glory, and the red ribbon that held it together represented the Blood of Jesus Christ My savior. No longer was I going to feel like I was walking a hard path alone in unfamiliar, untraveled territory, but I was in the secret intimate place with Him, walking WITH Him.

He is going to reveal the mysteries of the Kingdom of Heaven to His heirs … that’s us. GLORY Hallelujah!!!!! That made me want to shout for joy!

I believe when He reveals things to me it isn’t just for me but for those that will receive the revelation into their heart. So if this speaks to you, grab it and start walking with Him in the Intimate Places of His heart for you. I pray blessings on those reading this and an awakening of the intimate mysteries of Holy Spirit led journey. May you accomplish and receive all that our Father has for you.